User blog comment:GhostCheese/"personality quiz bs" - did we change?/@comment-1917722-20180907083954

Shit, man. I'm not surprised, but it confirms that I've got a lot of things to sort out. But at least I know a lot of stuff I'm good/bad at now, which couldn't necessarily be said for the test 3 years ago. Only took one test now at a time when I was in a calm and relaxed mood and in the comfort of my own room. HOOBAH.

Narcissism 22% (was 33): No soup rice here. Not too worried about being disconnected from society when I'm actually making contact with strangers on the train.

Unconventionality 83% (was 72): I'm somehow even sillier now. My eyes have learned to poke through more bullshit, maybe. I'm less optimistic than I was 3 years ago, but mostly more pessimistic about some things and more optimistic about fewer things.

Empiricism 44% (was 27): I'm doing a university study. Guess I've got that curious mindset more than I give myself credit for. Still means I will not become a researcher.

Vitality 72% (was 58): Doing fitness oriented towards strength training for the past 6 months has definitely made me more content about my arms being less like sticks. Hell, I can tell I've become a bit stronger. Before I could just... run a lot. That's changing. I like myself more than I did 3 years ago while also knowing and facing my flaws better.

Othercentrism 66% (was 52): I have learned a couple things that are nice to do in [x] situation. I'm still a bit of a social clumsy but not as much.

Independence 27% (was 33): Not surprised. Still not able to work with discipline if it's study stuff. Working on it.

Integrity 61% (was 52): Eh. I do hide away a lot of things in my day-to-day. Uncool realities, some emotions. Still don't dare to tell a girl I like her, that kind of stuff. I lie about things thankyouverymuch. But I don't necessarily like it.

Intellect 88% (was 88): I'm still supposedly as smart as I was. Alright...? I've learned to not use excessively clever vocab on people that'll probably not give a damn or even understand it - hooray.

Stoicism 55% (was 30): Unsure here. Maybe another three years of a stepmother coercing her husband into bullshit (including a VERY RECENT thing) has jaded me further. I'm already feeling the anger and I let out a loud grunt of distaste to vent it as I type. Yeah, I think I've become levelheaded.

Dynamism 39% (was 31): As a kid I'd totally have scored 10%. I think that's all I need to say here.

Activity 83% (was 58): Nowadays I still sometimes grumble when I depart to go sporting. I never return grumbling. I almost never return feeling the same either.

Romanticism 61% (was 38): I'm more surprised about the old score, honestly. Maybe at the time I was still too stuck in old 'no' answers. I'm still too fucking shy. And it makes me sad I guess. I'm not going over this too much, sorry. Maybe if you prod me on Discord.

Hedonism 61% (was 55): AYY WHO'S PLAYING GAMES TOO MUCH- In all seriousness I'm not actually showing signs of addiction but signs of running away. Different cause. Thank the specialist.

(Dammit Wikia nixed my bottom section because session hijacking bs)

I'm going to go with the same questioning: have I changed a lot, or have I learned to look at myself more honestly without cowering? The second option's more elaborate because I've concluded as much. I'm much less surprised than I recall myself to be at the old one.

I am now an even sillier/eccentric boio, who is more curious about actually investigating the world (rather than picking things up entirely passively). I'm also more levelheaded, but that's a mixed blessing.

All in all this was a good thing to do I think.