User blog:HankGuideDude/Hia-logue 5: A mournful departure

Hello, people of Fan-Ball. How are all of you been since I left almost three years ago? From the title you would assume that I'm quitting, but this is actually a mournful note as you'd see below.

I've wanted to come here to inform that I finished my service in the military since February and am not continuing an extended service. Meanwhile, I was enjoying that limelight that I had before by:
 * Drawing dotpict pictures of the Havresbent cast (in the Drawing Board but kind of discontinued)
 * Playing OFF and HOME (done as well as finding THIS)
 * YouTube watching aimlessly
 * Playing Godville on my phone
 * Learning more programming
 * or what have you

However, with that freedom come many tribulations and decisions to be made to find a job, a degree in education and potential happiness in life. Along the way thinking of some ideas to get back on the Fan-Ball saddle.

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The actual reason I'm writing this is because earlier today on 321-19, a relative I was very close to (it was my mother) had passed away silently while I was sleeping and... I felt like I should've done something like sometime prior and knowing that her days were numbered... but I listened to her senility and thus we were too late. I say we, because dad took care of her almost 24/7.

Following the aftershocks that me and dad have are feeling, eventually we'd get over that - well for me anyway, as if my will hadn't further degraded.

This community is practically the only one where I feel at home that such personal issue can be addressed, also noting that I'm not completely gone, but feel... I guess remorseful if that's the proper term. What's done is done anyways - I should let time do its thing for positive causes.