User blog comment:Wutisdyssh/Packing me suitcase and going/@comment-24689821-20160513032307

i'm sorry that my coping mechanism for my professionally diagnosed generalized anxiety disorder and avoidant personality disorder is insufferable to you, i didnt really pick to be napstablook, i have been called napstablook by other people for multiple years and it stuck and makes it where i dont want to actually kill myself

i'm sorry you don't like my sense of humor either but thats personal and i cant really change it

bitterness aside let me be very serious-

its ok for the avis thing. it is the worst thing i have done in my entire life and i regret nearly every minute of it. i respect her enough to not share what happened unless she would want to tell you about it herself. as of may 6th that was over a year ago, and there's nothing i can do to change the past other than hope that over the course of the last year i have become a better person and that i will not repeat my actions towards others. i sincerely have apologized and will continue to apologize for my actions. i changed medications, underwent more therapy sessions, and took 6 months off of school in order to 1. recover from mental illness and 2. focus on being less of an abusive shit.

however, i am not the only reason she is not returning to this site, and if she would like to return she is certainly welcome and i could try to make any accommodations, other than leaving the site entirely, since i believe i have enough human right as anyone else to be active on-site.

i can't speak for avis, obviously, but i think she would be appreciative if you were a fan of her art/works off-site, especially since you hold her very highly as a friend. i also encourage you to continue to create writing/artwork even if this site is not meant for you. i am sure you are a talented individual and will come up with some great creations.

good luck Wid. i wish we couldve talked this out more before this reaction but i hope whatever site or activity you take on after this ends up being successful