User blog:Fire InThe Hole/Fire disappearifies.

Gone until further notice. Notice will come somewhere between the end of my finals (May 26th) and somewhere in September. Why? Part of the reason is that I have several things planned for the summer - another music-related trip (for which I was 50% asked, 50% demanded by the choir's conductor at the end of Salzburg), an introduction week with the people of my soon-to-be study (where we'll likely all get drunk for real) and lastly I have some kind of romantic relationship that requires time investment.

The other part? Not so much running out of patience, but running out of interest to do much. If you've ever acknowledged the existence of my subpages and possibly took a glance at them, you may have noticed a cynical remark that once crossed my mind. This was quite a while ago, and it's probably where I slowly started to lose the interest I've had in storywriting and related things since... long enough. 2 years, I think? My decently active existence has resulted in one now-canonised character, Delinius, and I-don't-want-to-count-how-many stories, though these are not canonised.

The fact that something that was several days old on the wiki is easily pushed into mainspace in front of me when I've waited for quite some time for some kind of permission is not very good for one's patience and understanding. ''No, I do not mean to say that The Grim Game doesn't deserve it. I am saying that I am heavily miffed by the fact that it was simply allowed''. And I? I and my modesty get nowhere. This is NOT a remark directed at Mori or any of you, but it is a clear signal that most if not all of you don't seem to be bright communicators.

And how many times does that have to be said? I wonder.

I am willing to make an exception to not visiting and editing if anyone feels they want to discuss things with me, which would preferably happen in the comments here, or my talk page. Pick a different place and I might not feel like it. Oh, I know, I appear very, very cross and possibly even salty. Do I? Excellent. Though I'm not necessarily salty, I'm very much done with being the patient guy you can just ignore all the time.

Will I leave? As in leave permanently? Most likely not. The fact that I ask myself this question, however, is something that concerns me quite a bit.